I feel so accomplished! :)))
I may have cursed out Shaun T like 20 times though. I sowwy! Love that man.
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I was at the beach one day and these random drunk guys came up and asked my friend for a hug. And then they turned to me and were like “we like big girls, too.” I laughed it off with my friends later and it got me thinking, am i really “big?” At 185 pounds and 5’5” even with stretch marks (that I still have) I didn’t realize I was unhealthy or unfit. I remember standing in the mirror and finally realizing. But I didn’t do it for the drunk guys at the beach because fuck them really, I did it for me, for my health, and for my own confidence. They just helped me to see what I had been oblivious to for a while and sometimes you need that push.
finally back on track with exercising. month 1 week 2 day 2 of insanity is tomorrow. week 1 day 4 of turbofire is tomorrow as well although i’m not really following turbofire too well.
food wisee….now………you know that’s always been the hard part for me.
mac n cheese will literally be the death of me. i keep other foods in moderation but mac n cheese….just hand me the pot. Not at home though. I eat well at home mostly. It’s summer so I hang out with friends and they buy so much food just for when we hang out, ughh.
oh well, i’m back on track though. sadly, during my months of inactivity i gained some weight back I ended up at 168 (WAHHH, WHY DID I LET MYSELF DO THAT!?!? I TELL YOU IT’S CAUSE MY SISTER STOLE MY SCALE and i was a lazy ass), but i’m back. Lost 4 pounds after the first week of insanity thank you Shaun T for whippin my ass back into shape. Not gonna stop again…that was dumb.
SW:185
CW:164 (grrr)
UGW:130
I’m doing well. Still no scale….*sigh*
Softball and school are taking over my lifeeeeee. I’ve been eating okay (just a tad carb heavy.) I’ve been thinking about going wheat free because I was reading about the benefits and they seemed pretty convincing. Whatcha think? I dunno though because I still live with my parents and I can’t always control what I get to eat, grrrr.
I haven’t been working out just to work out though because of softball taking over my workout time. I do weight training and run a lot during softball so….
I ain’t slacken. Niether should you be! *whip crack*
Hehe, bye now. I gots to go eat my din din.
so, my sister stole my scale and brought it to her dorm because i motivated her to lose weight apparently…(after eating 2 boxes of cheesey bread in front of me…seriously wtf)
I’m going to get a new one though! But it might take a while (I’M BROKE AS FUCK)…just know that this doesn’t make me lose any motivation. I’ve grown to not really give a shit about the number and just to go by how i look…which still could be better so I’m still striving for progress.
Anyway, I probably wouldn’t have lost much this week anyway. I had more of a maintain week for sure. I exercised but I ate it all away pretty much. I like exercising far more than dieting clearly. Probably cause I’m ALWAYS freakin hungry!! (Like…I need to get checked for tapeworms hungry…)
Ha, but this week will be bettah!!
because my monday’s are effed. I think I’ll be switching my weigh in day to Wednesday depending on when I have softball practice. Anyway
150.5 was what the scale said. I was like SAY WUHH? I seriously double checked like 3 times.
-3.5 from last week. I haven’t lost that much at once since I first started. Craziness. But honestly, I worked my ass off this week so I feel like I deserve it. Still doin Insanity. Had to restart (blehh) but today was day 11. Cardio Recovery…I seriously hate that one the most cause my upper body sucks and all the floor exercises make me shake and collapse! but i get back up ‘cause i’m a bamf.
SW: 185
CW: 150.5
GW: 150
UGW: 125-130
I made something yummy. I would take a pic….but I ate it all.
Basically I boiled cabbage in a little bit of water and threw in some shredded carrots, bell pepper, and green onion.
Put some cayenne pepper and garlic salt on that shit.
Yum.
I’m so proud of myself. I can’t see anything messing me up until Valentine’s Day. So I work out work out work out and eat well. MY PANTS WERE FALLING OFF ME TODAY. I’m not buying new clothes until I reach my UGW though….HAHAHA we’ll see how this goes. I don’t own any little clothes cause I gave it all away when I was oblivious to my fatness and just thought I was growing. grrr.
tomorrow is my Insanity rest day and is also the day I start softball practice. Then I have to walk home (2 miles) with my heavy book bag because I can’t find a ride.
my life.
i love it. I’m kind of excited. (not about the heavy book bag part though cause really…that sucks)
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YESSSSSSSSSSSSSS, magical weightloss overnight.
I beat the shit outta what could of been a plateau, weeeeee.
I think it has something to do with the fact that I slept like a baby for 10+ hours….time to do work!
